Dear Mr.Nobody...

The pain I feel is indescribable

I sit here waiting for better tomorrow

I keep myself busy to avoid all the pain and sorrow

But sometimes I’m not busy enough killing my amnesia

Panic attacks left and right but  

sometimes the voices keep me sane 

On a daily, I don’t know what goes on in my membrane

Time and time again I relive those thoughts

And get reminded of the trauma it brought

But hey you don’t care because all you did was stare

Just fine like a strand of hair

Blowing in the wind waiting for someone to throw it away if you dare

I’m not trying to get you to apologize

I’m not trying to get you to blink

But if you ever want to hear my opinion

Right now I’m telling you what I think

I think you’re vacuous

I think you're vague 

And I think you're soulless too 

I don’t know how I ever called you my friend and put up with you

This is not me angry this is just a release

A release from your chains

To me you’re deceased

Of course not physically, that’s not who I am 

Just emotionally I know you understand 

I’m going to end on a positive note 

Because what you say and do no longer affects me 

You’re no longer my dope 

You no longer can resurrect me

So goodbye forever my once called friend 

Our time has come to a tragic but peaceful end