Dear, To Whom Ever It May Concern

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Be a dear and love me 

Not just invisibly either 

Love me so much I can see that shit wrapped around me in a mirror 

Caress me with knowledge of being able to handle me 

Hold me so tight I feel your imprints in my heart 

Unlock my soul because a girl like me needs to be told " your being outrageous, cut it out " 

Because trust me I get out of line and outrageous replaces 

I'm sorry I'm this way 

See I don't think I deserve you secretly

You put up with so much of me && I know they say you endure for love 

But I don't think love is for me 

Don't confuse that with me not loving you 

Trust me I do, I just don't think love is the right thing for me 

Ig we'll see 

Dear Ex Boyfriend,

Thankyou !

You've taught me to endure which is confusing even though I did love you 

&& yes if your wondering sometimes you do still race through my mind 

Though I could never take you back because of our past 

You were super special to me and shall always be 

I mean I feel as if I understand the graphics that make up your extraordinary soul because your not the bad guy in this story so much anyways  

So I'll take blame too 

Categorize my own mistakes and call them crazy clues to what could've been 

Dear Me, 

I love you 

You've been through so much 

From the cheers to the boos 

You've been my #1 fan

You push me to do better, I thankyou 

There aren't many appearances on her and for that I congratulate you 

They always say you are your own nightmare that's one thing the people were right about 

I swear you'll do good 

You've made it this far 

I truly love you