December 23, 2008

My dearest sister, I go through the motions of each day... Longing for your touch, Your smell, Your warmth. I cry every now and then, no longer than a hour. For the sake of my broken heart. They say time heals your wounds.. But my wounds are reopened. How do I go on? Living.. With out you? Everything I planned for us to do. All of the memories we would make. Those ideas are gone now. Vanished. I wish with each passing day that You are happy, Healthy, And that you always smile. I don't think I could ever have more love for anyone. You stole my heart the moment I touched your soft baby skin. And it only took 3 days 3 days for God to steal you away. To stop your beating heart. To make you, you of all children one of his angels. I will never enjoy Christmas the same as I used too. I could never love the snow like I once did. You are a constant reminder when the festivities are arising. I hate it all.. And only because it reminds me of you. I love you so deeply my beloved sister. Nothing can take that away. Sincerely, You're broken hearted sister