December 2nd - what i am

I am beautiful and healed

I wonder if I ever cross your mind

I hear the wind telling me “get over it”

I see the love you give her that I never recieved  

I want to feel your touch on my skin again

I am beautiful and healed

I pretend to see you again one day

I feel your heartbeat against mine

I touch your skin just like how you used to touch mine

I worry you’re going to leave again

I cry imagining life without you

I pretend to see you again one day

I understand you’re happier with her

I say it’s okay and I’m happy for you

I dream about the memories

I try to move on

I hope you find a girl who loved you like I did

I am beautiful and healed