Decision Day
Location
The storm is still brewing
I know it's coming
I can deny it
I can ignore it
I can joke about it
But it’s still going to come
That monumental moment
That crucial conclusion
That vital verdict
I look to others to forget
I focus on their issues just to forget
But caring has just become a method of procrastination
That cloud is looming over me
Getting darker all around me
A gentle breeze blows like a whisper in my ear
Yet it feels like ice against my skin
I don’t know
What to do about it
Where to go about it
How to deal with it
Or who to ask about it
But I know when it’s coming
And it’s coming fast
This calm before the storm is just a twisted joke
All quite and cool
It’s restful really
The façade that all is well
I could survive it
Or I could not
Many have made the right choice
Went to the right place
And survived for the better
Many more have made the wrong choice
Went to the wrong place
And had to live and die in hell
They tell me decision day for my future is coming,
But the thing is…
No one on this damn planet can tell what the future holds!
So why even make a plan if the blink of an eye can just blow it away?
I ask this
Day in
Day out
and the storm is still brewing