Decisions

Told to keep my head in focus

But on the wrong things

Hold my hand and guide me

Fearful because it's to the devil's ring

Curious i ask what will this life bring?

Either go to college and not live out my dream

Or should i wait for the date to finally get support

Feel like i owe mother beacuse she didnt abort

If her wish is for my not-free education then ill grant it

Came to the realization that nothing in life is handed

But why pay for a book when i don't understand it?

Forget the fact that my mom can't support my vision 

But failure in the rap game will always be my suspicion 

Thats my mind being unbalanced when i make this decision.