deep

I need someone whos going to be solid 

A ,bestfriend,Girlfriend ,lover or whatever 

you call it. some one whos going to be by my side 

not someone whos more confusing than a watchamacallit

see thats what I mean Ive poured out my heart 

and in return all I get is mean .I get I hate you ,

you suck  but if were being honest 

what i've done for you was way more than 

enough how you hate a person who provide 

you with so much, How you hate the person who stopped you

from turning your wrist into red gush 

I think its crazy and honestly its just been on my mind lately 

I just find it kinda crazy.Ived helped people stoped  things 

that was crazy and me going through everything Im going through

I just figured Id get a call maybe...Its just honestly crazy how  you made me 

Sometimes im cold sometimes im hot 

I dont know how im still holding it all apart maybe with a few staple and 

fixes I need a suregon in my life to  fix the half of my heart thats missing 

I dont mean to take it out on the next but If you ever noticed I have trust issues written 

on my chest and Im sorry if  I run away the best I just pray when It time I 

can find someone I can lay the other half of my heart to rest...and just to give you the

best