THE DEEP DARK SEA

The Deep Dark Wind 

When you feel cast down and despondently sad 
Have you ever ask your self how did your life get  
Get so bad ? 
Now we are face to face little by little you stop loving  
Me and some how I kept all your hateful words looked 
Away in my mind , 
Just for them to haunt me through out my life , 
I suddenly cried why my heart felt it already died , 
How did are love get like this ? 
You have this look on your face with out a trace of love  
Ever came your way and you gave me all blame , 
Forgetting you is a hard thing for me today , 
Why you walked away with no shame at all for what you  
Gave to me , 
Do not look for me I cried with the pouring out cried rain , 
For all this pain to go away , for I should had already forgotten you. 
But my pain is like it is new , 
Years had past us by and you had gone on with your life , 
But mine is still locked away with you , 
The wind that crackles in my mind like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
Night is what you gave my life , 
A pain that has not held,   
The hurtful words you gave me is still running on clock work of you  
Of your abuse , 
You are my fright night for life , 
You  pass through my life like a nasty storm that will never go away, 
I'm fadding don't you see what you given to me ? 
To leave me at the shore of your broken down world , 
I at one time had the heart where I have roots to grow , 
But you cut them all up like dust in a rush fire , 
That night we had to look each other in the eyes of goodbye's  
Your eyes was like flames of fire with hurtful desires , 
You made my heart cold and old were I will never let love come near , 
You left me scared with so much fear , 
Its like you are still with me , 
This life you gave is something I do not want to ever put someone trough , 
Teach me how to remove you from my mind . 
I have not had not seen good days since I had met you , 
My nights are sleepless at all hour, 
If each day,each hour, I am fading , 
If you feel that you are destined for me 
With implacable sweetness, 
If each day a flower grows do you see me at spring? 
Do you smile with the pain you gave me like the deep darken Sea , 
When will you stop this haunting you have given me ? 
Lost is me like a deep dark wined . 

Lilly Emery (c)