Deep Down I Don't Like Myself

I don't like your parties

I don't like your alcohol

But I guess I'd rather be here than not at all.

I don't like her

I don't like the way she stares

Cause I don't think I can compare.

I don't like your friends

I don't like how loud  they are

Shut up so I can hear the music in the car.

I don't like this feeling

I don't like questioning myself

Can I just put these emotions on a shelf?

I don't like how late I stay up

I don't like my reflection

What's the deal with this inspection?

I don't like my self-doubt

I don't like the way I look scared

Was I ever really prepared?