Define

What does it mean
How can I understand
These feelings are so..
It's complicated
It always is
There's no word for this
It's like a numbness
But there is feeling
Just so odd
It's a feeling of rarity
Not one of obsession
No sense of attachment
Almost a loneliness
But never completely alone
A feeling of definite serenity
Yet ever moment is disturbing
Will there be an end to it
Can you help me explain this?
- Kendra Rice
Jan. 20, 2010