Definition

hmm , how can I start this odyssey off , try & make yu understand how my mind reels

but try & deliver this dilemma to yu without revealin that my thoughts are explosive like a mine field .

I need ma spine healed 

tha backbone of a cerebral foundation struck with erosion by ghostly thoughts if only I could find REAL . "they" say time heals

but who are "they" ta say what ma furture holds & tha chances ta take , thass a blind deal . it gves ma mind chills 
ta think outta tha boxx when so many are yet caged up in confined steel .

yet ma faith remains in mankind still ,

in hopes that one day this race cuhd be the epitome of greatness , be the ones to

DEFINE REAL . maybe

tha stars will realign til , its tha right time ta reveal who's truly tha masterminds of the intertwined divine colorblind thrill . 
In retrospect sumtimes I shake loose ma skin , a deprived seal , ta wipe away internal scars,

& meet her . 

A girl untouched by wayward woes & I swear , in yesteryear's today I used to be her . I used to need her .
But why subject a person to a world where joy is fleeting ,

where "they" only want to conquer her mind , belittle & demean her . 
Audacity levels are flyin off the me-ter .
I survive only food for thought , i drink intensity , gimme a li-ter . 

The only satisfaction I get is that everyday when i look in the mirror ,

sometimes , I get , to

SEE .. her .