Del Mar

Dear DelMar,

I wish I could say I hope things are going good for you, but I can't. I wish I could tell you that what you did to me did not phase me, but I won't. I can not and will not lie to you like you did to me. You told me to trust you and I did. Now when I close my eyes tight just like that I feel it all over again. I can feel the cracks in my heart grow until it finally shatters. Just like that, all the things I was scared of happened again. This time they happened with you. You wanted me to open up and trust you. Why? So I could feel the sharp knife of hurt and betral? As if i didn't already know what that felt like! You care about nothing but your-self because if you did care about me, and loved me you would of never hurt me. I could of loved you so much that it scared me but you messed up. You broke the last bit of trust and hope I had, and you know what you did next? You threw me in a sea of memories where the hurt and lies swim. The worst part is you didn't even throw me a rope to hold on to. You just let me drown. 

Congrautions,

-Broken-Hearted Girl