Demon and love

I love you in spite of it all I care care for you despite of it all but you can't do the same and that's where it ends I can take your demon but you can't handle my pain love is a passion but also in love we find that it also a choice I chose to love you even on your bad day I chose patiences even when you trying to flex on me bea I could try to beat you at your own game but that's not live bea maybe you don't get it love I hear your pain so I chose to stay even if I get burn by the flame that you light as you torch our soul burn with it I sit here a watch it all end with love in my heart cause I see your to lost to scared to find your way you don't know where home lays and then your to scared to come home bea so you chose to walk away you chose to place blame and I don't blame you but I know you left when I wanted you to stay In the mist of it all you couldn't accept my demon that led me astray but I faugth them I wanted to love you I know I cause you some pain but in love that's part of it love not just butterfly and light kiss love is I hate you and I miss you love is you fuck up but I still am with you love is forgiven when it's forgivable love will never hurt you to the point of no love cause in love there pain I love there's the ability to make everything right again in love there that moment of truth that moment of let do it right why fifth over the little thing love we'll stay no matter how many people they meet even if love goes away ture love well always comeback love is a life long commitment love is not ment to be happy all the time love is what holds you at your worst time love is passion an intense and I give it all to you I love with all of me and it's considerate it's easy to love some one when they say the right thing when they perfect in all the way but is that really love I can't say but I get passion when we touch I don't know maybe I am in the wrong maybe love should be perfect maybe love should come with no pain maybe I am damanged maybe it's hard to be love by the person I love maybe I am to much maybe it's me maybe I ask for to much I sit back in I thought I knew what love is and maybe I don't maybe you can hurt someone an there is no fixing it even if they love you maybe they found someone who not damaged like you who had life a little easier then you and were more secure then you maybe I am wrong maybe love should be perfect maybe I am wrong they say it take a special kind of person to love something so broken maybe it's me maybe life broke me and maybe I hurt him so bad to the point he can never love me and that's sad an it hurt because I am not perfect I not the girl who say the right thing I not the girl how confident enough I am the worst of the worst because I so broken that when you try to show me love I ran from it I wanted love to grab me and make me stay yell at me that what the fuck am I thinking I wanted love to say to I love you don't go but I guess that's not love should not every leave in the first place I am to broken for love an I realize that I mess up and I came back an love was gone you try and you just couldn't love me I guess that the truth let me say it I walk away from love because I expect something that's not love I expect some one to be as broken as me I wanted you to yell at me to not leave but that's not love I wanted you to aske.if you love me then why are you leaving so I could tell you all my fear but you just let me walk away I expect you to see my demon of doubt pulling.me away my demon of pain tugging at my heart wishpering in my ear if you say your leaving he should stop you he should pull you away from us he should not let you go if he love you my demon said to me get up an walk away an if he let you go then it's not love he would of eventually if he let you leave to night after all the love you have the passion you made the tears you cry because you realize you wanted to spend every night like this in his arm but you felt he didn't really love you because since you were little everyone touch you and it's wasn't enough you need him to fight us too you need him to fifth the doubt the pain of everyone leave you after they had there way with you yes it was different an that's why you cry because you felt something deep inside and you don't want it to go like all the other do they pay you and leave like they found you it wasn't enough to say just say stay you needed him to fifth the demon away to figth us away to yell and rage just like he did with the passion of making love you need him to have the same passion when we told you to tell him your leaving you know it not love if he don't fifth us to make you stay and I believe my demon only to realize they led me astray an now I been trying to fix there wrong I fought them on my own I tell and scream I told them they were wrong and that they may have cost me my heart and they try to say you don't need love but who needs the pain when they walk away I say I do I want it because in his arm I fell alive in his kisses I find life and that's enough in his hold I find warmth on his chest I find a kind of peace that I never know and now I know how to love but I guess it's to late my demon won in the end because your not here an a part of me wonder if they were right that one day you would leave no matter if I stay that you find another one an she take my place but then there that part that say there wrong an now you never will know cause you demon scared him away