I just can´t deal with this feeling of denial
I gave it my all
It makes me feel like I don´t deserve anything at all
I scratched and clawed for an opportunity for them to say no
It´s horrible and feel like a bloak
Dealing my love and love for money
I feel like my life is a joke
I want to leave to go somewhere else
But I can´t escape this harsh reality
I feel like I don´t matter
My life is a tragedy
This never ends.
I´m sorry everybody.
I guess all my rage came through fast.
I guess I wrote this like i´m some soulless body