denial

Maybe i'm not dealing

With my emotions

I just can't explain

What i'm feeling

A bit detached

From reality

Or maybe its all

Finally hitting me

This can't be what i think it is

My heart is starting to pull away

Whenever i listen to those songs

It just doesn't feel the same

Rather than the happy they made me feel

They make me sad

Have my heart hurting 

But that i cannot reveal

I must hide

Put up a wall

You see right through me

But i wont allow that

Not this time

Not at all.