Depression

Happiness, love, fun all good feelings, leaving the heart and mind sadness, jealousy hatred and pain filling them. Nothing but pain. I'm not eating or talking to any one just thinking about what could of been how it should be right now. Losing grip on reality, snapping because I can. I feel very bland, weak not liking this feeling. I'm lost in my own mind, I see myself and I'm not looking to well. Trying to break free its hard but I plea. Nothings happened I'm stuck here: I've been stuck here. Now I just don't care don't help me I wont help myself I live in the past. Bye cruel world Say hi to the new me.