Depression

Mundane Life has lost its luster Like diamonds that refused to shine Drab It's perpetually raining in my head And I hate being so soaking wet Dreary Everything is gray and sullen and broken Like the color of cancer Somber Sleeping through my own eulogy Just waiting to be awoken So I don't have to take a ride in the hearse To my cemetery plot I'm going to be buried 6 feet beneath the Earth Fatigue Just let me lie here Until the game is over And I've used up all my continues Searching the backs of my eyelids for a light And I find a spark when I press down Everything else is black But that's okay because I'm used to that Sleep The only thing I cherish anymore Escape is just a word And I'm not going anywhere anytime soon Grotesque The thought of food against my lips Because I want no sustenance when I feel so lifeless