DEPRESSION IS REAL ...

Sometimes i just sit back and listen to thoughts in my head.

Why? Cause on that day im wondering are the thoughts / voices going to be good or bad.

No one knows how it feels to be different and stay mind focused daily

Cause the stresses of life and people can set you off and i dont mean barely

This stress / depression is in a class of it's own which is why it's healthy for people like

me to not feel alone.

Cause the up's and down's and this isolation will drive you crazy while your at home.

Being not able to share what your going through or how you really feel with those around 

you to get thing off your chest can make you on that day not be your best.

There are then the medications we have to take,but hell the milligrams be so strong

that you can barely stay awake.

That next morning your body like damn what the hell i take ?

Now you like i gotta take these next morning round of pills.

A new day today and you know you have to be balanced to stay on your heels.

Stress / depression , people or anything can cause you on this day to have a trigger.

Even though you have family support especially from your sister.