depression is what i'm obsessed with

I'm about to tell you my real feelings...

2013, january 10...

phone call from my grandparents... mom dies,,

I cry to death, my sister upset...

then years later life got harder on me,

friends that do drugs, hard to avoid it now, 

I'm turning into one...

school fights... been chocked... call them a n***er...

I'm called a cracker...

depression is what I'm obsessed with..

started cutting back then hard habit to avoid..

miss my old friends... old life.. can't let go of my depression...

2017 october 9, me and my ex broke up over a lie...

november 2, 2017 I'm inlove now, but I feel depressed cause my family...

depression is what I'm obsessed with...