Deserving

What could possibly be so unbearable that would have me coiling in the corner.

Aching to releive my pain, by letting my sadness deteriorate me.

Forgetting to forgive me for the lingering pain that ive become accustomed to.

Is this the new normal, letting the aches consume me.

I want to rage. I want to be angry, I want to hate everything,  but something wont let me.

Im losing bits of me in giving my all to you.

I deserve much more than reckless i love you with no intentions of making forever last forever.