Desiease and its Desire to Leave

One day I will love you the way you deserve I truly never ment to take control and leave you to just observe. Things got wreckless and I admit but I didn't plan for anyone to loose all their shit. I was just so happy and felt so free. Who would of thought I'd cause you to become diseased. I took your friends and family at first, and made you a companion of misery and hurt. I stole the love you always had too give. It's because of me you lost that fun loving kid. Remember the one who smiled cheerfully always filled with joy. Now I keep you from being the life of the party with all the boys. I know I wasn't worth all the time and money you spent. Seeing you alone makes me want to help you relive. I know your strong and your because of your pride you justify all that is worng. I know without me you'd have to wait so long just to become the person you should of been all along. Please I don't want to see you leave but I don't go ill kill you with my desiease. I know I the one to blame because of the the amounts of dopamines I released it your brain. Wake up and let me go but if you can't we better just hit the road. I'm letting you know now I don't always allow people another chance to live...