Desires

My heart breathes fire thinking of my desires but when I try to reach out they seem to get even higher, it feels like I'm trapped inside my own nightmare and the way to freedom is as long as light years, but who cares right I have been trying to this jungle I refer to life and every stumble is fatal cause no one will be there to pull you back up any how ,I struggle with the depression growing inside my heart , I cry , I think, I regret ever thinking this was my best chance yet to finally feel the love I was missing but was it missing?, I thought I needed it as much as I needed to breathe and survive but I realised I needed myself cause when I seecked that love all I got was a slap from reality telling me to quit cause no one was going to have time for my problems if they dont even have time for their own.