This destroyed me

I never asked for it..

you say I'm nothing like your ex's

but that's a lie..

im a bit of both...

I hurt you...

and I cheated...

I didn't want to

I was lost at thought

I never thought she'd actually do it...

then again...

i never thought I'd hurt you...

and just knowing that...

I broke...

My Heart had shattered..

I fucked up so bad and I knew I'd never b able to fix it

If I could go bad in time I would..

id take all my mistakes back...

I wanted you to be my first kiss..

I begged for that

I wished for that...

I wanted it to be you...

But... I hurt you

This broke me...

no it didn't...

this destroyed me..