Diagnosis
Feel like I am in an all time low
Bleeding out from things you can't even see and know
Shot in the heart with an arrow that drawn from your own bow
All you ever feel is the feeling of being dissed
All I ever got is my self and my DIAGNOSIS
ODD, ADHD, Depression
And do I have to even mention the anxiety that's always eating at me
The suicidal thoughts inside my head
Waking up from bed with a migraine
My afliction always holding me back
Always waiting for the world to attack me and stab me in the back or is it the front
Why can't no one see that I am the real me
even with all these different DIAGNOSIS I am the same
No man this is not a game you always tell me
Still I wonder if you can even hear what I say with my songs and words
I wanna be free and fly with the rest of the flock, the birds
Always trying to put the past behind me
Because the past is the past don't you see
I always try to be a leader not a follower but I realized that I can't even lead
A helping hand in my sight, I need
Because I need help on this road I am on
The reason is very simple that's why I am singing this song
to get the help I need
Wanna get out of this hell so that's why I read
fascinated by other worlds I can pretend to be in
A world where I never sinned is my favorite one
But now its feeling like I am done
My torment is getting in my way of getting better
My bonds have been already broken and severed
These demons have always been hurting my soul
I am losing control of myself
My helpful thinking must be make believe
Dying is as easy as to stop breathing
Why are we pretending that were all okay
We always have to keep our demons at bay
Why are the sky are all oh so grey, when it's still day
Medications aren't working their low
Hurting people I guess I am a pro at that
And now this the end of this poem
Demons you know you know them, they can't go away
I'm always smoking my life away because I say it's for the better
My DIAGNOSIS they stick with me always and forever
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