a diary entry

again i sink my teeth in rosy skin

as i commit another sin 

as life is gone without a trace

taking their blood marks eternal life 

though absent sun is in unfair strife

to which my lips forever silence

its not a world of satisfaction

not even with alluring attraction

to watch those who are forever shaken

from their nightmares no never awaken

and now im confined to nothing less

than absolute lonliness