When death comes
It's just another journey
A path we all must take
Some choose to take it early
Some choose to take it late
What if I told you that I choose now?
Would there be tears?
Would there be sorrow?
In my mind no
I'm not special
I'm not relevant
I'm not the one everyone smiles to
I'm the girl that stays locked away
I'm the girl with invisible scars
I'm the girl in love with the boys who saved her life
He doesn't know she exists
He doesn't know her name
He never thinks twice upon her greetings
He sees a fan with a too big heart
He sees a fan that needs to get some friends
but what doesn't see is everything she hides
She hides her pain behind a smile
She hides her tears behind mascara
If he knew she wanted to die 
What would he do?