A Different Day

My tear stained face seems to haunt me everyday As much as I try to run away I can never run fast enough As soon as I'm alone I can't fight them It seems that they are my only way to fight the pain I don't want to self inflict cause that would be wrong It would only bring me temporary peace just like the tears Then I would have another problem Too many things going wrong I can't stand who I see in the mirror I try to change it but nothing seems to work Why can't I stop crying Why can't I be happy Don't I deserve that The person I speak to says nothing She just looks at me with those pitiful eyes I wipe the tears away and say to her tomorrow will be a different day