Directions?

At times to my amazement you come so far where you come into my life knowing that we all are on the never ending strife that we try and try to cope, with all the hope and courage to stay a float where I myself take damage to the constant pain towards this disarray but no you showed me the way past the haze to the nice side so let me just take a seat and take note on how you do, what you do, then maybe I can take the sweet ride but hold on, you seem happy of now but can I say something if I may sorry if I come up short or were I'm not even on the same level but how does one control such a broad world were you can come up happy, and draw such works of beauty because I want reach that pinnacle of happiness even if its only for a short while were all I can do is savior that moment to where I can stay strong an just take the time to revel and keep a level, so tell me the Directions my trusty guide then maybe just maybe I can stay and not be hurled to the deepest darkest part of my mind but hey you knew how to take it down break it down just like the cutie I knew you are, and sorry for my sappiness but your just to cool for me to out there for me, I mean look at your stride with each step showed who you are with each clank and clink because you just knew how to represent made it where everyone didn't have time to blink with all those keys, maybe you did have one that could open up every door because all I know you opened up my heart wait a minute lets take it back hit that rewind for a good old time where we talked during our free time were you didn't even need to tell me you were half blind because those were the good days the best of days sadly I couldn't ask the difficult questions since I was so afraid, to the moment I sent my heart out and the thought of it getting shot down without no remorse but time takes all to the day we had to finally depart I regret not telling you what was true between me and you but for some strange reason I think you always knew I just couldn't suck it up, man up, then we ran out of time ... Maybe if, what if, I could say what was on my mind you could had stayed eventually you moved on just like on a course maybe one day you can teach how you do it to were it repays because I'm willing to take these lessons and maybe I can talk to you with a spine So tell me where are the Directions to get back to you?