Dirty Insides

My mind is in my head not in my heart.

There is a green glutenous monster eating away at my soul.

Consuming me, Drinking  the blood from my body.

My mind is choatic, twisted, and mingled.

Am I so foolish?

Screw love screw the idea that everyone loves to  cherish like gold.

The disgustingly greedy monster is licking the bones of my conscious,

Savoring  it's taste.

Lost my Chair in the seat of Damnation and can't fly away to heven ,

Left standing.

The green monster has taken a drill to my head and made my mind soup,

Ready for lunch?

Ten pencils all stabbed at my heart , one scissiors landed there my chance.

Was it the little girl running with school supplies?

I walk into the door millions of times hoping to go through it.

I am the snake that eats it's tail.

Self creation vs. self destruction.

Press the red button.