Disappear

Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

I can't talk to anyone because they wouldn't understand.

They'd feel like the ones in my life were bad guys;

"But they're not, bad guys."

Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

But I often, openly question myself,

'Who would I be hurting more?'

Granted- we're all messed up and we all have our issues,

But I'm tired of the nights that I'm running out of tissues.

I'm running out of tears, hell at this point I think I'm losing years.

I Wish I could disappear...

Reevaluate the decisions of my life;

But I've gone through so much knowing half of it; I wouldn't do twice...

Just let me disappear.