Disappearing love

As we walk away from the life we had I will surely cherish every second we had even though I have one last wish it would go without being asked so little time but such a big past how can I last without you to laugh with you but I guess in time everything will be great because in the end the love we had for one another was something we could relate in without any means to simulate what we had I will look to a future that has more solitude because for once I choose myself over everyone because for once my soul has become selfish and my heart has become darkened but through the cycle of life my world will never be the same because of the drastic change my mind has went the transformation that been misplaced for years has finally taken placement but the advancement has so many speculations into the eyes of a true gentleman but what the man is no longer gentle nor sentimental but now he is more transparent to the weaknesses that transpire during the times spent what if with the hint of anguish everything everyone once loved about suddenly disappears and no longer cares about the damage that is being dealt what if all the love a soul was felt is completely drain and has no reason to obtain the beauties of love and happiness and even though certain things have always gone unseen it is so easy to be crushed when you lead with your heart and not with your so for now I take back all my tear and pain I've shared over the years to once and for play the way the outcome should have been so until we meet again the darkness awaits you