Disappearing Peace's

I wish you would understand, Everything I ever did never really seemed to matter, Yet you never really seemed to be my friend. The only reason you were my "friend" was too use me as a ladder. The higher and higher you got, I started fading away, Even though I never showed it still hurt me in every place, I just left you alone because everyday seemed like a highway. I guess my life was just another part of your fate. Even though you thought you were doing right by me, You just kept taking piece's of my heart. But even then I still played the role of the perfect girl everyone sees. Until it was to the point I was pushing the piece's of myself in an invisible cart. Every ounce of me started to give up. Inch by inch I disappeared, leaving no trace of me near, To the point I didn't fear heaven or hell. I was just ready to disappear.