You say that you are helpless
but really you are just selfish
You want relief
despite what you believe
The only idea that you seem to conceive
Wrapped up deep in yourself
You put others above me on that shelf
They aren't even family
How could you betray me?
Do you really hate me?
because what you believe isn't what you do
Lead or follow, you have to choose
You aren't the only one affected
If this is an elaborate plan, it is well directed
You lost all out trust
Did you forget everything we discussed?
I should feel sorry, but I am in complete disgust
You get high and then low
You act like we are supposed to know
If you left, do you realize where you would go?
You don't look the same and then you do
Who are you today? I'm confused.
We used to be close, now we don't even speak
I can't even sleep
When you said it the first time it killed me
but now it's like old news
I try to care, but I don't know what to do
Every time you seem okay, then you aren't
it hits me in the heart
I can't keep up, your emotions change so fast
I'm either too numb or too dumb too ask
Should I fear you?
Can I even be near you?
You swing up and then down
You try to be hidden and not make a sound
but you already known by the whole town
I'm too afraid to make a decision
You appear dangerous based on a paper description
Please just take your perscription
Don't argue, Just listen
I don't want to sound self-absorbed
but I can't even walk into the store
without everbody stopping and watching
What you do haunts me
I'm not angry, just scared
I wonder what goes on inside you
or what's in there.