Disheartening

Entranced in your touch I lied to you Cheating was my addiction I didn't care about your happiness I am selfish because of all my secrets The rumors were true but I didn't care I am a backstabber You will never know what I did to you I made you happy I was your ideal man You didn't deserve any of this I truly did love you, but I couldn't change. I ended it with you I wasn't honest with myself and now I lost you Forever and ever babe....