Disheartening

why does it make me sad? 

when I already know what to expect 

Still, it didn’t change how I feel

Even though I know...

Yet, 

I plunged head first 

Into an unfathomable depth 

I knew what I was doing

was preparing myself 

for my own demise. 

Digging my grave 

and layering myself

In seeds of dismay..... 

                                                     - Twihard