Distance apart from love

The type to love from a distance not the type that told her , how I feel about her because if I did , would she keep it a secret or tell the whole world about us cause the truth is loving her from the distance is safer. Knowing she's okay with the pain and misery I caused her. Coming together I might put her through more with my insane , unholiness to commit cause I know she wants to be treated the right way as I give her my love in the worst way. I'm the type to love her from a distance with her pure , holy with a touch of sweetness. I would be the devil to take it all away , bring her to hell with shame . But I shouldn't feel so bad . Stubborn self of hers should have listen , talking about " stay we can work this out " told her I'm no good . Only if she knew the pieces of my heart aren't so good. I could only love her from a distance