distant

im really trying with the hearrt and words to me,

to prove my love to you even when its not easy,

i dont wanna seemdistant or make you feel like theres something missing,

or have a gold heart one moment and the next its stiffend,

but i want you to smile in a way that makes sene,

you deserve to be happy with more and nothing less,

i hope i make you happy cause these days we dont talk like we used to,

likw i said i dont wanna seem distant and i just dont wanna loose you,

over silence of each word my heart couldnt say,

i dont want you ro slowly feel that my loves a mistake,

or that my love for you is slowly fading away,

cause i wanna be the one to make it all ok,

so if my words ever happen to become resistant,

ill find away to get them out so i dont seem distant.