Divorcing Daddy

Why did you have to go to Sedona? Why didn’t you stay in California? Instead you moved to Arizona. I never believed you really would. I didn’t make the time I really should. I guess we had a chance. But it wasn’t a simple dance. At your photograph I often glance. My thoughts of you are mostly sad. I never really got to have you for a dad. My past childhood makes me mad. The few memories feel glad. Things happen that are bad. There’s more things I wish we had. Occasionally I get an awful feeling. A need for a peculiar dealing. I need closure with a sealing. My spirit got cracked & has peeling. I guess I need soul healing. I used to have so much hope. I never could handle abandonment & cope.