Do you care

I sit and wait for you to be there Sometimes I wonder if you even care? I sit and I cry waiting for the end All you do is sit there and pretend That I'm not there and the depression Isn't real; You lie to yourself You lie to me; As I sit in a corner And weep and weep; It's to hard to swallow To hard to breath The mask is coming undone Revealing the pain; revealing the sorrow I sit and yell, I feel so alone You yell and you scream I feel like a pathetic waste, Lost in a sea of lies I feel like this depression Will never die Can somebody help? Will anybody help me escape? I'm begging now, just for an out I scream your name, but your not there Finally, I realize you don't care so i end my life.