Do You Even Love Me Papa?

There are many things I want to know What happened to you? What happened to the man who was happy to see me? What happened to the man who didn't want me to get hurt? Why did everything changed from the moment I was growing up? Why did you treat me differently than you do my sister? Why is it when I try to help you, you get mad? When I try to please you, you spit in my face When I try to do something out of the kindness of my heart, you slap me in the face Then you betray me and broke my heart Why do you pick on me so? Why do you find excuses to punish me so? For things I did not do Why did it turn us into enemies? Why don't you let me love so? Why did you let me hate you so? You loved me when I was a baby You loved me when I was a kid Then everything changed I understand so little One who knows nothing can't understand nothing it seems What I want to know is.... Do you even love me papa?