DO YOU FEEL ME??!!!

Pen to Paper ?

You ask me Why?

When no one listens

I run to the one thing that I Know can help me

Help me to do what you ask?

Relieve stress that this crazy world causes

Stress like seeing my mom struggle

Do you feel me?

You probably dont

Stress like seeing my grandma lose her memory more everyday

from something that can't be stopped only slowed down a little 

I feel like the medicine is a catlyst to make her lose it faster

I'm watching the person who helped raise me forget me

with my own eyes

You still don't feel me?

Not knowing my father until later

brought a lot of pain and anger my way

I went through some things with no fatherly love

Except from the man above 

No daddy daughter dances 

just long night crying at home 

making your mother feel like she made a mistake 

wiahing she could have did better when she was doing everything right

And all I got from my father when I met him

was a sorry and the line it wasn't you or mom

It was just me 

It was just you?

Wow you left a baby girl

And all i got was it was just me

Do you feel me? 

No still

It's okay it's a poetry love affair

Where we only feel each other.

I understand poetry and paper and pen understands me

DO YOU FEEL ME NOW??!!!