Do you know

I bet you dont I bet you don't even care I know if I told you, you'd laugh and ignore me my problem not yours... right? Do you know what its like to cant sleep at night because your paranoid and you fear "it" might happen again? do you know how it feels to constantly see it replaying in your head over and over and over again every time you close your eyes? Do you know how it feels to be hurt so bad by someone you loved so much? do you know how hard it gets after a while to just stay sane? do you know? do you even care? do you understand my struggle, my heartaches, my pain? If i left you this message then left the earth tomorrow would you read it and understand or would you just read it and laugh? Do you know what its like to be me? no i bet you don't know I bet you don't even care