Do You Understand Me?

Do you have that feeling when your heart beats

And beats until it no longer goes on?

Or do you have thoughts that just mysteriously runs through your head?

All this has to add up to something

But I'm confused with thoughts that you can imagine.

It's like your in Wonderland and can't find a way out.

Or stuck on a rollercoaster and can't find a way down.

I just have so many decisions to make

Or paths to take.

I just don't know which one

One is my future

And the other is a deeply dark awakening.

At the end of the day no one will ever understand.

It's like I feel like I'm not being heard when I'm speaking.

It's like I'm not seen when I'm being watched.

I can't get a word out.