Does He Know
Does he know
My fear or pain
The hurt, hidden deep inside?
Does he know
About the scars
Of the millions of tears
That I have cried?
Does he know
Just what's been on my mind?
Does he know the hidden truth
When I say
'I'm fine.' ?
Does he know
How much I wish I'd said
But never did?
Does he know
The guard I kept
Or feelings I kept hid?
Does he know
How I feel
Or what he means to me?
Does he know
How hard I try
Through life's insanity?
Does he know
I'd wished each night
That he had made me stay?
Does he know
How much it hurt
For me to leave that day?
Does he know
I'd wished for him
To just say,
'Please don't go.' ?
Does he know
The pain I felt
All that time alone?
Does he know
The fear I hold
Each and every day?
Does he know
How much I hope
That he can make me stay?
Does he know
The fear I have
That I could lose him once again?
Does he know
I keep that fear
And try to hold it in?
Does he know
How much I still care
Or how much it hurt
To see him go?
Does he know
How much I love him?
Does he truly know?