DON'T BE SURPRISED

He stopped coming by when he found out  
About you and I;  
Even though you are not with me no more  
My heart still holds you in it!  
It's been two years now that we had been  
Apart and boy did it brake my heart,  
I could not let no other man take the place  
Of you!  
And that is because I'm not over you yet,  
Oh how I regret loving you the way I do,  
And no I'm not confused,  
But the part that hurts me a lot is knowing 
She is the one holding you like I use to,  
When you sleep does she hear you call out my 
Name, Does she blames you that you loved me  
First, Your  still -kinda- funny to me,  
When she tells you to jump do you?  
Do you ask her 'how high'?  
She's got you under her thumb  
And in a month you'll wonder why.  
Don't you know wish I was the one you was hanging  
On to?  I'm not trying to be mean and I'm really not jealous  
I just hurt that you did me like this,  
You're not a real man, A real men don't play games  
He could see with his heart and his eyes I am the one you  
Should had never played on,  
Because my love is true now look at you,  
Act like nothings wrong, when its always the same  
And you put me at the blame what a shame,  
Because my heart still loves you,  
But I couldn't keep you in my life because you lied and I know why  
But your not a man enough to admit what you did!  
You're obviously not for me and I'm too much for you  
I've been through more in my life already  
you'd ever even think is true.  
But what hurts me so is sleeping alone with out you to hold  
Oh how my heart cry's for you. 
But then I say no get control, I just feel kind of bad  
Despite the situation, we could of been good together in almost 
Any weather, Do you remember when you was holding me  
Out in the rain because you hurt me so bad about the news you gave,  
But we got through it!  
But this time we wont,  
You set my heart on run and on hold,  
I wont even let no man ever get close,  
Once again you proved to me that most men are the same  
But I'm pathetic, I thought I knew better  
Thanks though..now I'm wiser to the game.  
But my heart will never be the same and yes you are the blame!  
So, go on now, be happy just give it all you can give  
Don't be surprised I did forgive. 
  
  
Lilly Emery. (C)