Don't Know What I Want

I don’t know what I want,

Do I choose the light or dark,

The life or death,

I want to stay in my darkened soul,

But I also need the light,

I want to stay

Forever in the dark,

Because I’m afraid of getting a sunburn,

But I also want to finally 

Return to the light,

It’s so hard,

What do I choose?

What should I do?

This difficult choice I make

Will forever be with me,

I don’t know what I want,

Either the light or death,

But I don’t know what I want,

And I don’t know what to do.