Don't try

I just don’t understand why would you hurt me.

I am always loyal. People knew you were doing wrong but never told me,

i always gave you more than one chance then you follow up and say that you won’t do it again then stab me in the back and then laugh about it,People that i love now wonder why i question everything, they dont know how much i wonder if they will ever just get up leave. Its all your fault that i cant trust anyone and why cant go to sleep at night.

Dont try to come back and say that you love me and say that you are sorry i am tired of execues .you are sorry because you realized that i was someone that fell for your all execues and you always knew that you coulnd’t ever fail me.

But now its different you use up all your chances and you cant just try again because this isnt a game this a real life.

i am just tired of you.

People like you dont understand how it feels to want to die and then have to pretend its okay i am tired of it,

dont try to play me again because i am not the same person i was 3 years ago. Dont try say that you were young and dumb becasue you are the same.

i do thank you because you made me realize that people arent always what they seem and they would leave you even if you were loyal and showed them the world because that wasnt enough for them you made me who i am today. I still dont understand why