my cross is too heavy to bear...
& I will make you fully aware!
Ill let you into my life, and all to me that is real;
I will open up my heart and tell you how I feel
Do not enter my world and begin to judge me,
for I will not be judging you,
For you; for me; different things are real,
if you put me under observation,
than again I will conceal...
Every thing inside that makes me individually unique,
and all that I may tell, I trust you will be very discrete,
for all your secrets I will promise to keep...
I know better than most,
my life is full of trials & tribulations
but do not attempt to pull my weight,
although you may have the best of intentions,
I have always been independent
& that is some thing I find hard to appreciate,
trust that I will never take on more than I can tolerate!
I can love you, I can honor you, and I can respect you,
I will protect you no matter what the costs,
But in order for me to let you in....
"Don't try to carry my Cross!"