Dont want you in my life

I feel like i'm nothing anymore.....I see you all happy and excited and i'm happy ( i guess ) for you. But why did you get all my hopes up and crash them so quickly. Why did you tell me you love me, if you never meant it. Why do you keep me here like if i was something more to you, when in reality i meant i nothing to you. WHY DO I LET YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!? WHY?????? I felt as if I had this one opportunity with you, but that's been flushed down the drain! You told me to move on and to fall for someone else, but don't you realize that no matter how much I say I've moved on, I just cant seem to get you out of my mind! Lately I see you with her, walking talking laughing and all I can do is hold back all the tears, and the anger that is waiting to come out. Cant you see what you have put me through? You said you've put yourself in my shoes....what happened there? did you see the reality of how things have been going in my life thanks to you? Have you noticed you've lied to me, and all this time i've told you everything and shown you everything about my life and all you did was lie to me. I thought you were better than that. But that is just it, i don't know you anymore, nor what you've become. All i know is that since you have hurt me this bad, i don't want you in my life anymore.