door knock

if you was to knock on my door, ring my bell and me answer it I'd probably smile and say hey. Pretend like nothing that you've done, ever happened. not because I want it to go that way but because I love you so much that when I think about you my world stops and I enter yours. 

crazy what you've done to me, I don't even think I'm the same person

love a four letter word had much power that I never knew could 

it's just a word , it's just a thought for sake 

something that can take your mind out of space into a galaxy of red hearts that fade away 

everything is temporary and strays eventually 

Sorta like what you did to me

left me red from the bottom of your shoe 

and walked all over me 

you put money over me after you said we'll build together 

you let me fall numerous of times after you said 

we'll get through the weather 

but when I cried my lonely nights you 

were no where in sight as I  bathed in my own tears 

and tore up my skin every time you crossed my mind

you knew you had a plan when you'd go as I was losing track of time until I ran out of time with you 

and when you left I prayed and asked god to make brand new

asked him to sew me back up and make me complete

bring my heart back to me bring me back to life and 

back down to  earth 

to heal all my hurt and past pain but if you'd come back to my  door ring the door bell and me answer it if smile and say hey , pretend like everything you've done never happend . Pray you don't leave again and beg you to stay. this is what you've done to me, made weak and insane